My mood swing elevated!

Damn! Today I cried again becos of my stupid idiot brother....he always make me cry...well, I'm having mood swing today so maybe partly I'm in the wrong too but he agonized me so much tht I was so angry til my eyes are red...sian...now my skin allergy instead of healing now worsen! Thanks to him!

So sian tht i got this stupid skin allergy since K2....tht I cannot be too emotional and best tht I be a joker and stay happy always..but wth? I'm a human too so I can be sad too...even worse when I'm a Cancerian who is very emotional by nature and I believe it. I cannot control my emotion well and it's so embarrassing to cry suddenly, I hate it! I just can't control my tears! When I can control siah? I think my heart is like dead leh..only noe how to feel sad and cry and hard to stay as cheerful as b4...wad's wrong wif me?

I think I need to exercise more and relieve the stress...this invisible stress is clinging onto me, it's not frm work, but frm elsewhere which I donno where. Sian!

Times when u feel relaxed...

When are the times when u feel the most relaxed? Well...for me, I've listed them down when I really feel relaxed...

1) When I'm reading comics/manga/Magazines
2) When I'm watching movie...can be online or go out wif frenz
3) When I'm playing games (definitely not those racing games or wad...it'll only make u feel more stressed in competing)
4) When I'm eating DELICIOUS food/snacks
5) When I'm shitting in the toilet...not those very painful stomachache kind of shitting but those very relaxed one (sorry ar...may sound disgusting to u)
6) When I'm watching my idol's video clips or news or funny variety shows
7) When I'm listening to music/songs tht I loved
8) After exercising (definitely not during...cos it's so tiring but after tht, u'll feel good, trust me, so go for a jog now!)
9) When I'm day dreaming/night dreaming(tht is sleeping and my dreams are seldom nightmare kind..more of adventure kind)
10) When I'm drawing
11) (If I got the chance) When I'm travelling around the world

And maybe the last one would be when I'm dead....haha, but hopefully after I die, there would be so many procedures down/up there so tht I could relax bah!

I'm not sure abt the other ppl....maybe some of them are the same as me? For e.g. relaxed when u're shitting? Oops..sorry! Ok lah...tht's it..nothing nice to post abt also, just wanna update my blog.

Sharolene's bdae party!!!

Yesterday went to Sharolene's 21st bdae party at Jurong the chevrons (donno sp correct or not)...Thanks to Serene for the free ride..even though on the way there, we're lost and took 1 hr to go there but improvement made to go back home for only 25min used. I don mind getting lost while inside ur car cos it's pretty comfortable..wahahaha! Got book to read (street directory), music to listen (all ang mor's songs), and hello kitties to see..plus fragrance in the car (donno wad perfume she used or only using pandan leaves)..

Well...I love the food there! Wahaha...esp the chocolate fondue! Damn delicious! Good cooking skills made by Sharo's family.

Now the photos...thanks to Lee Siah~

Get wad I mean? Can see the dark dark pagoda shaped thing behind? It's the fondue...

A close up to tht chocolate fondue...and the fruits desserts and snacks..yummy!

Sorry ar...this was taken upstairs as there's many ppl and it's a bit too cramped...Sharo in the middle.

Her bdae mastercard~cool and yummy!

Our group photos haven't been processed yet, so no pics to be uploaded here.

This batch of FYP students.....haiz~

Sian....damn sian...I'm sick of controlling the students lah!!! This batch of FYP students is a total headache for me...not only there are too many students (think got 15+) and also they are abit rebellious (as in, they don listen to the DTs, not much respect to us).

My weakness is very obvious, I'm not a person who likes to control ppl too much, cos I don like to be cursed but I had no choice but to do so and get cursed by them...I've been a student b4, and I hated the DTs b4, I noe it's hard to follow rules and now retribution, the students here, some are problematic, I finally understand how poor thing SX, MC, HS, JL they are...

Come to think of it, I think the students are degrading (no offense here, wad I mean is, they are getting more and more harder to control). Compared to 1 yr ago when I was a FYP student, my batch was like too "nice"....except being scolded for one time for gg out to lunch together, leaving the labs empty with no students. But after being scolded, all of us behaved well...told us not to play games, we respect them and not playing the games, told us not to sleep, we also dare not slp. But this batch, haiz~ the viwawa game can kill me...I also got play but not in sch. The only time I played in sch was when there's study break and no students around.

Becos of the rules of viwawa tht if u quit ur game halfway, it'll minus alot of gold and u may get level down. Sian lor, tht's why the students keep saying after this game...I noe, after this game, but are u sure u'll really quit? the moment I'm away, or I'm not looking at them, they'll start to play again..sian! My lamentations to the students here: "U think we DTs like to control u all so much meh? U all think we like to be cursed by u all? We're forced to control u all...wad if the lecturers and or worse, the directors are here and happened to see u all play games, not only u all will die, but also will drag us down. Pls cooperate lah...don make life so difficult for us. I can be friendly with u all but doesn't mean u all can get over the top!

Just watch out...now always got directors bringing the visitors an walk around lvl 4...if u play games and get caught, good luck. Don regret then!

Farewell Dinner to Angie part 2 (Pics included!)

Ok, must post up the pics here as I promised....the farewell dinner to Angie at Waraku Square 2...

While waiting for the other two......Angie and I were too bored, so take pics....

(Can see tht my skin is very bad..compared to Angie..she can be the next Ginvera's spkewoman liao...and I feel like slapping my mouth..)

Our Pastas! Look at wad we've eaten!!!

The first pic on the top left is my order..scallop and chicken baked rice..pretty nice...the below one is wad Angie and Kat ordered..as for Sherlyn...she ate only the banana ice cream. The drinks? Mine is the super damn sour lemon soda..and Angie is the lemon tea, Kat's oolong tea..nothing special..just those typical canned one wif a special glass and some ice cubes...

After our meals...real photo taking sessions:

(From left to right: Kat, Sherlyn, Angie and me...I hate my fringe!!!)

Oh...how abt one pic of us together and not just two pics combined? Here's a reunion photo:

At the mrt station...gg back home soon:

They says the first pic I'm like too stiff, so take again...spot the difference?

Sherlyn like very sian to pose wif Angie..I noe lah..she loves posing wif me better...don believe? See below:

*Our kissing photos*

And see how she loves posing wif me?


Just Joking lah...Sherlyn is Angie's "twin" sis so they are so much closer....just my photography skills not so good so Sherlyn looks sian wif her..wahahaha!

Changed a new skin!

Ok, it's still under construction cos I haven't change the colours yet...no time to do so...I love photoshopping and I love Bernice and moses as a couple, which is why I wanna feature them. I used the textures credits to chaotic.kloud-nine.com. It has a lot of nice textures...and I must first thank mich for linking one of the site and frm tht site, I linked to this texture site...it has some other goodies too!

I hope tht I can improve my PS skills, not just create this static pics....and wanna try creating textures myself...so far, I'm downloading the works of others...cos I'm lazy to learn and create myself and also the works tht they did are nice!!! Damn nice! Wonder if I can be like them one day? I'm not tht creative anymore....anyway...been using too much time in photoshopping these 2 days just to learn some new stuffs, today actually wanna go take passport sized photos at sun plaza but it's raining...so will take tmr...don wanna go immigration centre there take, not nice de...still remembering wad happened to my ic photo last time..like ex convict. Once bitten, twice shy...so true!

Photoshop is so damn fun!

Ok, I've tried to do some colourization using PS CS. First of all, I must thank MDObession site for the picture and the tutorial website which I forgot the link..for teaching me step by step how to do it...my first time doing colourization...and well..it's of course, no good...but I had so much fun!

Will do more next time...with other effects!

The Before and After....there's still some edges not very nicely done....pardon me.

Wasabi Mon amour!

I've just finished watching this another new series with Bernice as one of the cast and on thw hole, I find it ok, pretty interesting and entertaining. I would recommend this show to those ppl who wanna destress themselves and want to have some laughter. Perhaps the first episode is pretty boring but I love the way they film the Japanese food, makes my saliva dripping and soon 'll have a free swimming pool again.

To say the truth, I watch this show just for the sake of watching Bernice, it wasn't a surprise since I'm one of her fans and she's my only idol for now. But she appeared only from episode 3 onwards. It's my dream to watch her acting as a career woman and esp a strict one...I find her very cool in acting as those sophisticated career woman. Got tht high class feeling...and when I saw the previews and some articles abt this show, I tot she's really acting as one and it made me so excited to watch it! Well, she's acting as one though but since this show is sorta a comedy kind of show, so Bernice's also acting not as strict and stern as I tot, but she portrayed her character well...her acting definitely improved.

I quite like Louisa acting as Ah me in this show. Though I agree wif some tht she's pretty irritating in this show but Louisa is a great actress, she's funny in this show too...how she used tissue paper to stuff her bra to make her breasts bigger and how when she cried, she used the same tissue paper to wipe her tears away...think tht was in episode 1-2....pretty funny....

In conclusion, after watching the first few episodes, I find it very entertaining for a boring person like me and I don watch only for Bernice anymore, but the whole story together...though of course, when there's Bernice screen time, I would be much more happier....all the cast are acting pretty good except tht I kind stand tht geeky smile Micheal tao always wears...feel like slapping his face and giving him some mouth exercise by stretching his both lips frm one end to the other.

The funniest one is Micheal's "Brother" in tht show..his expressions so funny and his character too! So funny how in the end he decided to change his love target to Ah me and Bernice's aunt...it's expected though cos initially they always quarrelled and it's the standard TVB way of matching couples...

I just find this series a bit too rushed and it's like once u watched it, u'll forget abt how the story develops until tht stage..and the ending is an open ending...which I don really like for TV style. Wad I mean is, I love to WRITE story in open ending when I'm in secondary sch writing essays but if I'm the audience, and I definitely wouldn't want to WATCH a show wif open ending...can say I'm not creative enough or wadever, I just don like it.

Well...I'm like writing a review for this series but I think I'm more of writing brief comments abt it even though it's pretty long...so I'll stop here (Anyway, my frenz may not even read this post since they nv see this series b4 and not interested at all)

Oh ya, Tue, dine out wif Angie, Kat and Sherlyn at Waraku Square 2....the food damn expensive but the food's not bad...it's kinda like pastamania and tht was like a farewell dinner to Angie who's leaving Singapore to Australia this fri. I'll miss her....and I'll upload the photos this wkend...and I hope they all and all my frenz would not be too stressed...I would be stress if I see my frenz stressed...cos I couldn't bear to see my best frenz frm happy gal to someone who could barely lift up the corners of their mouths...so sad...

R.I.P Lydia!

You'll forever be remembered in the hearts of many! Rest In Peace!

I feel tht I have an urge to post this dreadful news...lydia shum/ lydia sum is pronounced dead at the age of 60. Poor her, she has been suffering so many illnesses and things doesn't look good for her and true enough, now she's gone...HK industry world has just lost a great charismatic entertainer who is well known for her infectious laughter and happiness tht she had brought to us...I'll nv forget her cheerfulness and laughter and will continue to work hard to keep fit..Health is REALLY IMPT!!!!

How I spend my V day

V day is just another normal day for an unattached tomboy like me...wahaha...well, I don have any plans for tht day..either go home and sleep like a pig or went to gym to burn off the fats tht had stuck up to me during the CNY period...

"Lonely..I am so lonely..." Ok, forgotten abt the lyrics of Akon's lonely song, I've spent my V day gg to gym alone, jogging outside against the cold wind tht blew my hair causing it to cover my whole face, looking like a clone of sadako...I don have any motivation to jog leh..feel my whole body very heavy and it's really cold outside..after jogging, my body is still like just taken out frm the morgue. Nv warmed up b4..dead cold.

It's been 2 wks since I've last exercising in gym and omg, the I had no strength to lift up the weights....and today, my whole body is aching..shit lor! Ok lah, a boring day at gym tossing my fats around and jogging at an incredibly slow pace while dragging my icy body along...

I think there's nothing mch to write bah and it's irritating me cos for every word I type, my arms are swinging north south east west...luckily no one gets a free tattoo frm it!

Tht's so sweet of u...Aww...

Haha, yesterday received a very very special "gift" frm a very far away place....and I tot it was supposed to be shaped like a bomb? Haha, guess she forgot...ok, this post is dedicated to my special vietnam fren who's now residing in US.



It's really funny how we got to noe each other thru AsianFanatics forum. I still rem tht one particular day when I switched on my com and logged into MSN and there popped up an add fren request screen...at first I donno who this person is...ya, I really donno but I still added, I nv reject anyone...u see..I'm too kind...wahaha! =X okok, my 5cm skin is back again....Anyway, it was considered a fate for us to be frenz...and we chatted almost everyday thru MSN except wkends cos I'm not online in the morning and in the afternoon, u're already asleep (time difference)....and our common topic ranges frm our special idol Bernice to anything else like roti prata or saying how nice Min is...wahaha!



And yesterday night when my dad brought the letter to me saying it's frm USA, my heart jumped in excitement, afterall, it was frm a very special VIP (very irritating person...haha, joking...it's really very impt person lah, don worry)..and I've read the uniquelybeautiful handwriting (It's much better than mine which is very artisitc too...5cm skin I noe) which I've ever seen and my heart is filled wif excitement and too touched to cry...haha...thanks alot Min,...it brightened my dead and boring saturday...thanks!!!

This is the front cover of the envelope- I purposely blurred the addresses for privacy. Can actually see the inside of the envelope..sorry, my scanner too good and powerful..wahaha!

This is the back of the envelope, and bad min..(not badminton)...she wanna scare me wif those wordings but I treat it as scary movie 5...haha!

This is the front of the card, so sweet and cute!!! And to Min, these words are to you too...it's the same to all my precious frenz....

And this is the back cover of the card...the wordings here, I add one, noticed tht it's originally frm US, so far away...wad a special card! haha! sorry, cos I nv received such a far away letter b4, the furthest in the past is frm Japan.

And as for the contents (the inside of the card), Ahem, it's reserved for someone special (wanna puke?) like me to read only, sorry, no posting of the contents to u all...wahahah!

It's been a long time...

Since I last blogged...well, basically is becos I don have the time to blog or even if I had the time to blog, I'm too lazy plus my blog's like dead....no interesting stuffs and pics, the blog skin nv change..think gonna change one day but not now (ya...always say tht but nv do)....

Now I donno whether to apply for scholarship or not, no, I'm not 5cm skin....I just wanna have a scholarship so tht I don have to worry abt my uni fees...my family is not rich, just a mediocre earnings family. But the scholarship, if heng heng I got it, I have to sign a 3 yr bond contract wif a particular company...3 yrs is long...even longer if I hate tht company after working in it for the 1st few wks...well, but I don think I'll get the scholarship bah...look at my poly results and secondary sch results, not very good....so maybe I'll apply since my chance of getting of the scholarship is slim but thinking abt the uni fees, I'm gonna try...

Anyway, chinese new yr is coming!!! Yay! but bad news is I haven't buy any nice new clothes and my TKK proj still have to rush but I donno wad to do wif the projects....shit!

Most embarrassing moment for me

Today I was rushing to sch as usual, and I already sensed a bad omen for me. The MRT was unusually packed and I had to squeeze into it. While alighting, I rushed down to the escalator...ok, nothing happens...

Just as I was abt to walk down the steps near the exit of the mrt station, my stupid sucky slippers strap dropped out and I fell down, but luckily, I was not hurt. I intend to walk further but my slippers were spoilt...oh boy, I was so embarrassed to throw my bag onto the floor, wear my socks and my sports shoes on the spot, yeah, luckily I still had my sport shoes wif me, cos I intend to go running today...if not, it would be even more embarrassing for me to walk bare footed...shit!!!

It was weird for my outfit to wear the shoes but it was pretty comfortable to walk and run too..gonna buy a new pair of slippers soon!!! Maybe the god wants me to buy a new pair of slippers for my chinese new year eh?

Blues...

I'm slacking today, one whole day, donno why, just don feel like working, esp monday, yah, dark blues again.

Keep on eating like a pig, getting fatter:

eaten 3 packets of biscuits,

1 packet 6 pieces of biscuits,

3x6 = 18 pieces of biscuits!!!

Man! I'm gonna be a pig soon! Wanna jog in the evening but it's raining, the weather nowadays sux! And I hate it! Suddenly misses my secondary sch frenz alot, wanna meet them out again, cos it's like half a yr since we last met, my bad actually, got time also nv ask them out.

Now getting hungry again, sian, why is my stomach so big! My appetite so big also which leads to a Shu Ting....good, next time can roll to sch, faster and not getting late for work le...

My new yr resolution: Roti Prata tummy? Hard to achieve leh...my weight now is still like 56-57KG, nv will reach 50KG de!

CNY is coming!!! But I can't afford to gain more weights....if not next time on the dining tables of ur CNY season would be me le! So I guess the pigs would heave a sigh of relief then?

Happy Birthday!!!

This post is dedicated to my mum, my grandpa and Bernice. WEll, a belated birthday to my mum and my grandpa, and a happy birthday to Bernice!

Yesterday had a morning exercise wif my best sista, Sherlyn and had a celebration of my grandpa's bdae at my ah ma's hse...considered my mum's bdae to be celebrated together too.

Today is my idol's bdae! And oh shit, I almost forgot abt it! how could I? A few days ago, I still remembered, but when this day comes, I actually forgotten abt it! A good fan I am huh? Well, no electrical plug so no electricity, this "fan" of myself is getting spoilt.

Anyway, Happy birthday to Bernice, belated one to my mum and grandpa here! Blessed all of u wif a happy a and meaningful life always!

This is a freaking funny movie!!!

I've just watched this scary movie series 1-4 online these two days...it's freaking funny and lame...(not recommended for those serious ppl though). It's more like stephen chow's movie which has no link at all and damn lame, really really lame.

Well, some thoughts on this movie....it's not scary at all, really...more of lame and funny. Don be fooled by it's title...but u can see tht it's more of a comedy show by looking at it's poster. Well, I find it ok lah...it's freaking funny, yes but only for scary movie 3.

For the 1 and 2, there's some funny part but it's too lame to get a good laugh. Scary movie 4 is even worse, it's a bore, I don really laugh much, but it's entertaining sometimes though. Scary movie 3 keeps me laughing like mad, especially when Brenda kicked and puched tht sadako, and when she's dead, there's these 2 guys who came to her "wake" and thought she's "awake" (if u ever watch this show, u'll noe wad I'm talking abt) and trying to wake her up...this part is the damn funniest part, it cracks me up the most and I just can't stop laughing. And another funny part of this scary movie 3 is when cindy watched the video tape like "the ring" and it showed a man shitting into the "ring"..wtf? There's another funny part where this woman (a medium, sorta) got fumed by the spirit in the TV and tried to grab her our of the TV and punched her face, and also pulled a few strands of the ghost's hair...poor thing! It's too lame and funny lah...recommend those who need a good laugh to watch Scary movie 3. And I said 3, not 1,2 and 4..well, u can watch them too, it's funny too but not as good as 3.

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Will blog again when I got the mood and time to do so....currently no mood, no time.. =X
maybe a few days later or a wk later bah...Simon gonna kill me tht I've been dragging the proj for so long..shit!

My lousy drawings of Bernice

Okok, I noe my drawing sux, just here to show some of my Bernice's obsessions, sorry, been too sian these days, cos my project stuck and I need to submit on fri, so no time to blog and donno wad to blog, anyhow update, so just posts my lousy "mistresspiece" of arts here...wahahaha!

Sorry if my arts make anyone of u puke here....gomennasai!

Tired~

Yesterday went for a jog at the sch stadium there. I tried to jog at a faster pace, and this time round, instead of running the internal lane 1 track, I run the external lane 8 track for 10 rounds.

Definitely will be more than 4KM but not tht much of a difference though. Go to here to calculate the distance. and the difference between one round of lane 8 and one round of lane 1 is only 47m.

I hope my legs could improve, be stronger cos everytime I run for a certain distance, my legs will start to go numb, so useless! Next time must try to reach 6km run, tried b4 but my legs also go numb, but I shall try to run for 6km lane 8 next time. Tht would be around 13.425 rounds, aiyah..make it 14 round bah, I donno if I can do it or not, maybe at a slower pace, yes. But if I were to run faster, I don think I can, hmmm...need some motivation..think of Bernice, wahaha!

I'm so damn tired after going to gym and the run all these, and when I reached home, I ate my dinner first cos I don want to eat too late, but after finishing my dinner, I'm so tired tht I laid on my bed and slept til 11pm. Dirty pig I am, I noe so I woke up again to bathe. I was tidying up my bedroom and forgotten the time and I slept at around 2am, so tired to wake up this morning! My bro was using the toilet also and my brush and toothpaste are in the toilet, while waiting for him to come out, I slept again, resulting in me getting late for work for 10min!

I always rushed to the sch (my workplace also NYP), no wonder though my whole body looked like a pork chop, my legs have the least fats..cos I always run or brisk walk to sch...pro hor? but my tummy....haiz~ wad a failure! Think if u throw a ball towards my tummy, the ball will bounce back to the outer space! Too much fats and water and elastic (If only my face was like tht, then good lor) already. My body was inproportionate anyway, my face like roti prata, my whole body like water buffalo..wth?

Today gonna be a sinful day again, eat eat eat...decided my lunch to be roti prata! So oily but nice leh..long time nv eat also...now my stomach growling already...my body washing machine has started again!