Nah ah!

Today morning came to sch as usual and it's damn sian tht the mrt is so packed! Thanks to the government policy of encouraging ppl to use public transport by using extreme methods to force the drivers to give up driving...well...we citizens also cannot say anything...even if how unhappy, the government will shut our mouths up wif the possibilities of gg to jail for saying the wrong things..protest...and they'll still implement those sucky policies.

Watever...I'm sick of the government too, just wanna get a better life instead of struggling now...anyway I think my stomach increased in size..I've been eating alot lately..maybe happy or unhappy I'll eat pretty much...unhappy will eat more..last time I ate yong tau foo with kway teow so I always ate without rice, kway teow or bee hoon add on, I'll be damn full, this time round, I managed to finish all the kway teow and not feeling any fullness..shit! I'm getting more and more like a pig!

Sian...where's my weight reduction scheme?

My mood swing elevated!

Damn! Today I cried again becos of my stupid idiot brother....he always make me cry...well, I'm having mood swing today so maybe partly I'm in the wrong too but he agonized me so much tht I was so angry til my eyes are red...sian...now my skin allergy instead of healing now worsen! Thanks to him!

So sian tht i got this stupid skin allergy since K2....tht I cannot be too emotional and best tht I be a joker and stay happy always..but wth? I'm a human too so I can be sad too...even worse when I'm a Cancerian who is very emotional by nature and I believe it. I cannot control my emotion well and it's so embarrassing to cry suddenly, I hate it! I just can't control my tears! When I can control siah? I think my heart is like dead leh..only noe how to feel sad and cry and hard to stay as cheerful as b4...wad's wrong wif me?

I think I need to exercise more and relieve the stress...this invisible stress is clinging onto me, it's not frm work, but frm elsewhere which I donno where. Sian!

Times when u feel relaxed...

When are the times when u feel the most relaxed? Well...for me, I've listed them down when I really feel relaxed...

1) When I'm reading comics/manga/Magazines
2) When I'm watching movie...can be online or go out wif frenz
3) When I'm playing games (definitely not those racing games or wad...it'll only make u feel more stressed in competing)
4) When I'm eating DELICIOUS food/snacks
5) When I'm shitting in the toilet...not those very painful stomachache kind of shitting but those very relaxed one (sorry ar...may sound disgusting to u)
6) When I'm watching my idol's video clips or news or funny variety shows
7) When I'm listening to music/songs tht I loved
8) After exercising (definitely not during...cos it's so tiring but after tht, u'll feel good, trust me, so go for a jog now!)
9) When I'm day dreaming/night dreaming(tht is sleeping and my dreams are seldom nightmare kind..more of adventure kind)
10) When I'm drawing
11) (If I got the chance) When I'm travelling around the world

And maybe the last one would be when I'm dead....haha, but hopefully after I die, there would be so many procedures down/up there so tht I could relax bah!

I'm not sure abt the other ppl....maybe some of them are the same as me? For e.g. relaxed when u're shitting? Oops..sorry! Ok lah...tht's it..nothing nice to post abt also, just wanna update my blog.

Sharolene's bdae party!!!

Yesterday went to Sharolene's 21st bdae party at Jurong the chevrons (donno sp correct or not)...Thanks to Serene for the free ride..even though on the way there, we're lost and took 1 hr to go there but improvement made to go back home for only 25min used. I don mind getting lost while inside ur car cos it's pretty comfortable..wahahaha! Got book to read (street directory), music to listen (all ang mor's songs), and hello kitties to see..plus fragrance in the car (donno wad perfume she used or only using pandan leaves)..

Well...I love the food there! Wahaha...esp the chocolate fondue! Damn delicious! Good cooking skills made by Sharo's family.

Now the photos...thanks to Lee Siah~

Get wad I mean? Can see the dark dark pagoda shaped thing behind? It's the fondue...

A close up to tht chocolate fondue...and the fruits desserts and snacks..yummy!

Sorry ar...this was taken upstairs as there's many ppl and it's a bit too cramped...Sharo in the middle.

Her bdae mastercard~cool and yummy!

Our group photos haven't been processed yet, so no pics to be uploaded here.

This batch of FYP students.....haiz~

Sian....damn sian...I'm sick of controlling the students lah!!! This batch of FYP students is a total headache for me...not only there are too many students (think got 15+) and also they are abit rebellious (as in, they don listen to the DTs, not much respect to us).

My weakness is very obvious, I'm not a person who likes to control ppl too much, cos I don like to be cursed but I had no choice but to do so and get cursed by them...I've been a student b4, and I hated the DTs b4, I noe it's hard to follow rules and now retribution, the students here, some are problematic, I finally understand how poor thing SX, MC, HS, JL they are...

Come to think of it, I think the students are degrading (no offense here, wad I mean is, they are getting more and more harder to control). Compared to 1 yr ago when I was a FYP student, my batch was like too "nice"....except being scolded for one time for gg out to lunch together, leaving the labs empty with no students. But after being scolded, all of us behaved well...told us not to play games, we respect them and not playing the games, told us not to sleep, we also dare not slp. But this batch, haiz~ the viwawa game can kill me...I also got play but not in sch. The only time I played in sch was when there's study break and no students around.

Becos of the rules of viwawa tht if u quit ur game halfway, it'll minus alot of gold and u may get level down. Sian lor, tht's why the students keep saying after this game...I noe, after this game, but are u sure u'll really quit? the moment I'm away, or I'm not looking at them, they'll start to play again..sian! My lamentations to the students here: "U think we DTs like to control u all so much meh? U all think we like to be cursed by u all? We're forced to control u all...wad if the lecturers and or worse, the directors are here and happened to see u all play games, not only u all will die, but also will drag us down. Pls cooperate lah...don make life so difficult for us. I can be friendly with u all but doesn't mean u all can get over the top!

Just watch out...now always got directors bringing the visitors an walk around lvl 4...if u play games and get caught, good luck. Don regret then!

Farewell Dinner to Angie part 2 (Pics included!)

Ok, must post up the pics here as I promised....the farewell dinner to Angie at Waraku Square 2...

While waiting for the other two......Angie and I were too bored, so take pics....

(Can see tht my skin is very bad..compared to Angie..she can be the next Ginvera's spkewoman liao...and I feel like slapping my mouth..)

Our Pastas! Look at wad we've eaten!!!

The first pic on the top left is my order..scallop and chicken baked rice..pretty nice...the below one is wad Angie and Kat ordered..as for Sherlyn...she ate only the banana ice cream. The drinks? Mine is the super damn sour lemon soda..and Angie is the lemon tea, Kat's oolong tea..nothing special..just those typical canned one wif a special glass and some ice cubes...

After our meals...real photo taking sessions:

(From left to right: Kat, Sherlyn, Angie and me...I hate my fringe!!!)

Oh...how abt one pic of us together and not just two pics combined? Here's a reunion photo:

At the mrt station...gg back home soon:

They says the first pic I'm like too stiff, so take again...spot the difference?

Sherlyn like very sian to pose wif Angie..I noe lah..she loves posing wif me better...don believe? See below:

*Our kissing photos*

And see how she loves posing wif me?


Just Joking lah...Sherlyn is Angie's "twin" sis so they are so much closer....just my photography skills not so good so Sherlyn looks sian wif her..wahahaha!

Changed a new skin!

Ok, it's still under construction cos I haven't change the colours yet...no time to do so...I love photoshopping and I love Bernice and moses as a couple, which is why I wanna feature them. I used the textures credits to chaotic.kloud-nine.com. It has a lot of nice textures...and I must first thank mich for linking one of the site and frm tht site, I linked to this texture site...it has some other goodies too!

I hope tht I can improve my PS skills, not just create this static pics....and wanna try creating textures myself...so far, I'm downloading the works of others...cos I'm lazy to learn and create myself and also the works tht they did are nice!!! Damn nice! Wonder if I can be like them one day? I'm not tht creative anymore....anyway...been using too much time in photoshopping these 2 days just to learn some new stuffs, today actually wanna go take passport sized photos at sun plaza but it's raining...so will take tmr...don wanna go immigration centre there take, not nice de...still remembering wad happened to my ic photo last time..like ex convict. Once bitten, twice shy...so true!

Photoshop is so damn fun!

Ok, I've tried to do some colourization using PS CS. First of all, I must thank MDObession site for the picture and the tutorial website which I forgot the link..for teaching me step by step how to do it...my first time doing colourization...and well..it's of course, no good...but I had so much fun!

Will do more next time...with other effects!

The Before and After....there's still some edges not very nicely done....pardon me.