One month Pessimistic

ok...how should i phrase it? Should i say:" Wow! One month le! Finally!" or should i say:"Still got 2 more months to go...", which one is better? Well for a pessimistic me now, i would choose the second option. Yah...though a month finalllly passed for my IAP, i would still think abt there's still got 2 more months to go! Hey clock, can't u tick faster?! hahaha(sad laugh) Today clock ticks damn slow..oops, luckily i found the spelling error just now, the "clock" i accidentally spelled it without a "l", wah wait later ppl tot i'm writing a porn article or wad, lucky i got check again! Holy shit, now damn sleepy yet i can't sleep! not tht they will find out tht i'm slping just tht though i'm sleepy, my mind just wouldn't let my eyes closed! wth! hmmm...now listening to Virtue of harmony casts singing all those happy songs...i think it's for new yr one cos sounds like it..very funny comilation of the songs..got two songs i like: 1)Love has to be happy(Sung By bondy chiu and micheal tse) and 2)Fighting enemies(sung by Frankie lam and Bernice liu). Then the funny songs:1)Sister, You are good(sung by Nancy sit and louie yuen) and 2)Everyone laughs(Virtues of harmony)(sung by most of the casts of virtue of harmony)..so if i'm sad or wad, i'll listen to these funny songs..really will brighten up my day a bit. if u want the songs, can tell me, i'll give to u...haha don think anyone would even come here and read these posts..anyway, this blog is just a place for me to place my thoughts(happy,sad,resentment,remorsefulness,everything!)..don care whether ppl got come and read my post or not...haha but i welcomed anyone to come here and read it! i'm not biased against anyone..i'm a peaceful person ya! Hope i can change frm :( to my usual self --> :)

Going to one month tmr!

hmmm...heard frm my fren tht the IAP money been credited to the account le...maybe should go and check..this news has two significance: 1)I had money le! 2)One month finally passed!
If i could turn the hands of the clock, i would always turn it to the end of the month..got money and another working month had passed! how good....yah, dream on!

It's always the same lamentation again: VERY SIANNNNNN!!!!! I keep on listening to bernice liu's truth(sat ching) and Breakup(fan sau) cos they're really very nice and enchanting...Because of these 2 songs, she becomes my idol le...haha like very easy to become my idol liddat..but bcos she's quite nice and outgoing and she likes to joke alot (I like funny ppl, patricia mok too) and she has one of the world's most beautiful smile, unique! Tht's y i like her! but i still haven't forgotten abt ayumi hamasaki.. and ron ng, will be my male idol but not as idolised as bernice and ayu..i like him bcos he's very 'suai' not the unlucky 'suai' but very handsome de 'suai'. So cute lah he!

haha! of course, i got listen to other songs lah but still prefer truth and breakup...didn't noe bernice had such a powerful and nice voice and i didn't ne tht she can sing! TVB made the right choice into letting her sing the theme song of the series Into Thin Air...okok, enough abt bernice, oh yah, if u're wondering how funny she can be, go to Youtube, search 4 her name: Bernice liu and most of the video tht she is in, she likes to joke..for example, the Healing hands 3 casts including her are to donate blood, she said the doctor told her not to be nervous but she's still very nervous, then she said wad...being nervous is even better, let the heart bonbonbonbon, pumps the blood faster, better blood circulation!

Brushing up my writing skills...

Nowadays, i was like very 'eng', cos i donno wad to do le...all the methods tried out also got errors, then the proj is not even 30% completed...my supervisor also very busy for these few days..and wad i could do is to play some games on sudoku, then read the flash prog book loh...which again took me a long long time to finish one chapter.

very sian lah...imagine, it's not yet one month! still got 2 more days to become 1 month at IAP...wah...hw to cont for another 2 months when i cannot even 'tahan' one month? luckily i still can listen to music, play games, but with caution...wah, took a look at my fellow collegues' report..wah, can't believe they got power hands to type so much when there's nothing much to write for just a single day...hmmm..maybe i should follow their styles and apply my social studies writing skills to it le....who noes? i may become an infamous journalists! and won the top for the longest most elaborated bullshit report i've ever written!!!! hahahaha!

Reading disorder?

OMG! i can't believe i have reading difficulties....I just can't seem to read well...i mean i understand the word and what it is writing about but imagine, using 2 hrs just to finish reading ONE chapter! and tht one chapter is not very thick.

Since pri sch, i've found myself reading very slow..slower than the other kids...Rem when i was having my English exam when there's a part where it had the comprehension, i took like eh...i think 15 min or more to finish reading while the other students already started doing! Luckily, i was able to finish on time...

I think i'm still normal lah..cos I still can read and understand better than those unfortunate kids who can't even read at all...or maybe it's because i don have much interest or i'm easily distracted, but i'll try my best to improve my reading habits...hmmm now i haven't finish reading tht chapter yet...haha just now said finished reading le, actually not, still got a few more pages.. x( makes me really feeling very sleepy so comes here and blog to prevent myself frm falling asleep! heeheehee...hahaha..hohoho...kekeke...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Siao gal...here.

Ice broken? Not yet...

Wah...my weekend really very week end, the week ends so fast and my wkend also end very fast...it's always liddat...when u're working, the time passed so slow, then when u're playing, the time flies...(did i said this b4? i think i've said it b4 too..nvm..) Today morning went to work then see my one of my fellow collegue there. surprisingly, we chatted with no hostile and we exchanged smiles...i was so happy, i think i'm a circle person as said in comm skills bah..cos i would rather made more frenz than enemies and i love harmony. really brighten up my day abit even though the rain dampens my spirits on the first day of wk...very heavy rain...sian...and hope the ice is broken...i don like to be given cold ice, i like warm. so i try my best to bond wif them again...


After a few hrs, i still think there's still a gap between me and my department's fellow collegues. weird, i can bond well wif Kai yan and katherine in the other department leh..why not in my own one? or is it because their personality and mine like ba zi bu he? hahaha...if this cont, i may get depression de...god help me! Hmmm...pls pls let the time goes faster for this 3 months IAP...Still got 2 months and a wk more to go! Ganmansuru and ganbarimasu!!

Sat my favorite day

Oh yeah! today is sat, don need to work! I must make full use of my wkend to...PLAY! hahahahahaha! cos at work cannot play..then very sian! haiz~ everday like really being confined to a cell in prison...the food there also sux....i think i've said this a thousand times already...
I donno why hor..my wkend like very fast end one then my wkdays esp when i need to work the time will pass like old granny walking liddat, damn slow...still got 2 months 1 wk more!!!!! GOD PLS HELP ME!!!!!!

oh right! Friday again!

Yesh! Another Fri le! quick quick, still got one more wk to become one month! Today is just as usual, doing the flash...walau, damn sucky one, hw come i tried all ways also not working! Then in the end i have to sent an email to the web master for SOS! hahaha! I think now they wanna try to resolve the prob by using Flash and javascript integration! Haiz~ enough of the work stuff...very boring here...I cannot play games here cos i was seated at a very unfavorable position where ppl can see frm behind wat i was doing lo...then the network sucks also..cannot go messenger chat and smtimes the network would like slow down then i ave to do a ipconfig/flushdns and then a ipconfig/renew.....maybe i would do a ipconfig/release first b4 i renew. hahaha...all the networking stuffs again...hmmm prog is not my forte but i'll try to improve and hope to learn smthing new here. Jya mata!

one more week to go b4 a month really passed!

Results out le!

Yesterday results out le...haha actually i didn't noe when is the result being released...still rem a wk b4 i kept secretly go in and check 4 my result, my heart was like pounding like shit...like heart attack liddat! Then in the end it says result not available yet! wtf! haha...but i persisted for like 5 days like tht and of course, everytime, my heart is like going to jump out of my mouth..then til yesterday, when i checked my results, i was surprised tht i'm as calm as ever...maybe my heart cannot exercise like b4 anymore lah...so it pounds very slow...haha...hmmm ok lah, my result not bad, at least i like it. my GPA didn't drop but rise abit only...and i'm contented.

And really must pei fu sherlyn lor...she last time kena accident then for like a long long time cannot come to sch..worse still, even b4 she got into accident, she likes to pon classes...oops sorry sherlyn, for blurting out ur stuffs, well the 'one white sand' elizabeth, even asked her to consider repeating the whole sem! but sherlyn don want to waste her precious youth...ya u noe women age very fast mah still wanna waste more time in poly meh?

So she said she will cont' to finish tht sem and no repeat pls. Guess wad? she did it! she didn't fail any modules despite tht she's missed alot of lessons! wad a clever gal...hahahaha! really very pei fu ta...if it was me tht missed so many lesson, i may have failed the whole sem! hahahaha! all da best to sherlyn!

Oh ya! the shopping!

Haha...not to tok abt today's life lah...cos everyday is the same...haiz~ xiang dang nian....hahaha...i think i fogot to mention abt the shopping incident wif Kat and sherlyn...both siao gals....crazy..wif them, days are nv bored! oh yah! of cos, wif them shopping together, my pocket surely got one big hole lah! must sing Jack neo's song....qian bu gou yong! qian bu gou yong...qian bu gou yong! (did i hear a glass clack? better stop singing)..Aw..i love shopping wif them! Crazy together! Better than i get stuck up everyday in the prison cell. And A BIG thank u to kat mao ling who help me created this template...aian't she great? So clever! she should be in the design course....she has talent for tht! Should secretly help her enrol in the university design course...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

It's been another plain day

Haiz~ sorry tht my blog is getting more and more boring cos now tht I'm in IAP, my everyday life is almost the same, so there's nothing to tok abt. Today is just another boring day....still reading up on the asp.net stuff(yah, i'm a slow reader.....can took me like 6hrs to finish one topic man....damn slow...don noe why, no interests in reading maybe). It's still the same lor, still cannot bond wif them, i donno y, there's seem to be a gap between me and them. when can i close this gap? I donno, maybe nv been able to...sad :(





Now then i realised tht i missed NYP so much...errr....nothing to say....

Monday Blue...

I truely dislike Mondays...esp when u have to go working again..then it's so boring....Today is just another boring, wasting time day. I'm clueless of exactly what i'm going to do so I just search the net and learn asp.net for the sake of the proj at work. Should have studied well in my prog...~sigh~ now is like I have to brush up alot on my prog skills...hmmm..don even think i had any skills bah...so pathetic...maybe a bit of basic, very basic skills...at least I wouldn't be so low self esteem if i phrase it this way. Hope one month faster goes by.

may time during my IAP goes faster!

Haiz~ another boring day at work...donno what to do...still felt kinda left out in the frp but i hope things getting better...anyway today is the LAST DAY.....of the wk of work only lah....still got 9 more wks to go i think....it's gonna be tough...I hate this! how to continue working liddat? if i've got a grp that I'm able to bond wif, i think i wouldn't feel so bad le....GOD BLESS! now doing Flash programming...omg, it's so tough lor...i totally donno wat & hw to do. Hope to learn and pick up some programming skills here....