One month Pessimistic

ok...how should i phrase it? Should i say:" Wow! One month le! Finally!" or should i say:"Still got 2 more months to go...", which one is better? Well for a pessimistic me now, i would choose the second option. Yah...though a month finalllly passed for my IAP, i would still think abt there's still got 2 more months to go! Hey clock, can't u tick faster?! hahaha(sad laugh) Today clock ticks damn slow..oops, luckily i found the spelling error just now, the "clock" i accidentally spelled it without a "l", wah wait later ppl tot i'm writing a porn article or wad, lucky i got check again! Holy shit, now damn sleepy yet i can't sleep! not tht they will find out tht i'm slping just tht though i'm sleepy, my mind just wouldn't let my eyes closed! wth! hmmm...now listening to Virtue of harmony casts singing all those happy songs...i think it's for new yr one cos sounds like it..very funny comilation of the songs..got two songs i like: 1)Love has to be happy(Sung By bondy chiu and micheal tse) and 2)Fighting enemies(sung by Frankie lam and Bernice liu). Then the funny songs:1)Sister, You are good(sung by Nancy sit and louie yuen) and 2)Everyone laughs(Virtues of harmony)(sung by most of the casts of virtue of harmony)..so if i'm sad or wad, i'll listen to these funny songs..really will brighten up my day a bit. if u want the songs, can tell me, i'll give to u...haha don think anyone would even come here and read these posts..anyway, this blog is just a place for me to place my thoughts(happy,sad,resentment,remorsefulness,everything!)..don care whether ppl got come and read my post or not...haha but i welcomed anyone to come here and read it! i'm not biased against anyone..i'm a peaceful person ya! Hope i can change frm :( to my usual self --> :)