My new Idol?

I nv thought that my heart could accomodate another idol when I already had 2 (Ayumi hamasaki and Bernice liu)...but this is rare. It just happened that I get to watch her play and saw the determination in her eyes. Well, she is Justine Henin, the great Tennis player who retired abt 18 mths ago at no.1 position and now making a comeback.

And to say the truth, I really didn't know who the hell she was in the past despite her being so famous in WTA! All I know was the infamous Williams sisters who had won many grand slams in both doubles and singles. It was until one day when I saw the match between Justine and I think her fellow Belgian player Kim Clijsters (another good player!) that I started to admire her for her talent and skills in Tennis play.

Nv had I been so fascinated in a Tennis game b4 and Justine the one who showed me how her small figure (1.67m-considered tall in singapore, but a dwarf in Tennis world) can stand up against all the big framed power players including the Williams Sisters. She played with skills and most importantly tactics! I'm amazed at how she can roughly predict her opponent moves and her slicing and hit of the ball at a great angle. Her single backhand is really mostly recgonized as her deadly weapon and perhaps one of the best in men and women Tennis and some even say hers is better than Federer's backhand.

It just upsets me how other ppl called Justine a cheater just for that hand incident btw her match with Serena...if she's a cheater, she wouldn't get to cheat her way into winning 7 GS and once being ranked no 1 for 12 consecutive mths could she? There are just some stupid Justine haters who wouldn't stand her for being so strong and talented and are jealous tht's all.

To me, it's just a wonder that I would be so interested in her play that i'm beginning to forget abt Ayu and Bernice! But Justine is a very discreet person and I can only get her news when there's Tennis game around...I have to wait until march b4 her next game! Anyway..here's some youtube video of her recently out from retirement great play ( I won't post the highlights where she lost to Serena in AO 2010 cos I feel that she's not at her best..too exhausted, after all, it's only her second tournament from her retirement, she's needs time. I won't deny the fact that Serena played very well and deserved the win):

Loves her slicing here!

Randomness~

So Sian! The lectures are damn boring and the worst has to be csc183, cannot tahan that lecturer's voice, first time he speaks too softly, cannot hear wad he says then the next lesson he suddenly like high on drugs blasting his microphone and will often suddenly says very loudly into the mic with the pomp pomp sound effect, buay tahan! Wanna sleep also cannot, think I dun wanna attend his lessons again lah until the very last few lessons when and if he got give any tips for exams lor unless I got frenz accompanying me attend his lectures else I'll self declare off for this lesson..

The other lessons I guess are still ok, except that for the first wk is normally abt boring introduction b4 they become damn difficult. I scared of csc301 and csc303 actually I scared of all subjects lah, boring and not interesting so have to kinda force myself to like them and study them.

Anyway, there's a recent news abt ayumi smoking crack which are not confirmed but the Japanese police suspects her doing so..I was like NO!!! I hope Ayu doesn't destroy her own life and career touching those disgusting useless drugs! Even if she's under deep stress, she should have another way to destress herself, I seriously hope the rumours are false, but I was thinking wad if they're true? But I love Ayu for her music and her talent in song lyrics and maybe I'll still love her and wait for her..heck, wait till all this are true bah, now seriously crossing my fingers...

Oh and speaking of my other idol..Bernice Liu, She's so cool in this outfit!

But her smile makes her so cute that she killed the coolness xD

Finally!!!

Alright, finally got my pay back (excluding taxi fares claim) on last Saturday after I called the boss on Friday and she surprisingly picked up the call...and i think cos she dun wanna get bothered by me again since she's leaving Singapore on Saturday and won't be back till end of Dec.

Well, finally, yes finally after dragging my pay for 6 months! And oh well, time to rot at home, sian...I should be more active but my body and mind is getting lazier and lazier and now addicted to playing GTA IV again but to say the truth, I love GTA San Andreas missions storyline more although in terms of graphics and shooting experience, GTA IV wins but it lacks in creativity where most of the missions requires you to chase ppl down the streets like a crazy "hero" which I sucked at! I really hated those missions and yeah I should get a life, wad a nerd I've become!

It's such a long time

It's been a long time since I last blogged and I'm sure that no one's reading my blog anymore anyway, but well, I'll be keeping this blog and hope that someday I'll put more interesting stuff in it for self entertainment.

Right now I'm back to my obsession in ayumi hamasaki, ok not too much of obsession but she's definitely the only one who could keep me so hooked on for so long. I wonder why...she doesn't have a strong and good voice like utada hikaru and she could not dance very well but still there's something abt her tht makes her the Jpop empress. Maybe it's her versatility in different music styles and perhaps it's her luck that her song composers are good! Most of her songs are very nice to listen, and I'm saying this on a fair stand, not biased becos she's my idol or wad but cos it's the truth.

Anyway, I'm pretty pissed of at one person who didn't give me my 3 days pay for almost half a yr now. How could they do tht? And this **** keeps on refusing to reply to my emails and ignore my sms, fuck! Don't ever work for "Globewerks"!!! Their management is so bad and I dunno how they manage to get to do so many governmental and private events when they give ppl a feel that they are like cheating worker's pay! I think I'm gonna call tht person again tmr and if she doesn't reply me or ignore my emails and calls, I'm gonna report to MOM! Damn! I'm patient enough but not a very kind person to let them off just like tht...F***!

RIP my beloved grandma!

I will always remember you...

A short update

Been busy with studies and kinda struggling with my accounting elective, alot of things to read and I have reading disorder I guess, I read very slow, hmmm, anyway, I hate reading!

Well, I wanted to S/U my accounting, I'm not sure if I can handle it, I've no accounting background, not even in sec sch. But I wanna learn it somehow so I took it. Anyway, for tutorials we're split into groups of 5 including myself and initially I tot my grp was pretty cold looking and hard to communicate, but then I was wrong bah. In my grp got only ZH and me 2 gals while the other 3 are guys of course. Our grp is pretty international just like other grps cos we have 2 SG, 1 M'sia, 1 Viet and 1 Indonesia. ZH actually resembles my primary sch fren and we get along well together. TK the vietnamese guy is pretty quiet, I've yet to really communicate with him though. DK is a polite cute guy who looks so much younger than me and DF is another gentleman whom I tot looks very cold at first but his smile reassured me that he's not. :)

So, our grp just finished presenting tut3 on wed and phew, it's finally over! I still have a little bit of presenting phobia and all I did was to read from slides, sh*t! Anyway, I have lots and lots to catch up in studies esp tht thick book I've yet to finish 5 chapters, sian sian sian!

Enough abt the studies, some entertainment I've searched thru youtube...check this "mane (impersonating) of ayumi hamasaki!" She's incredible, looking and singing exactly just like ayu, for once I believe it's really her!

"sorry, somehow this blogger on my network is not working properly, I can only paste the link"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWOD36yKuXA&feature=related

Oh no!

Damn! I have this module called Computer Graphics and have to learn 3D design using VRML, though I'm afraid of this module cos it's so damn difficult with so many things associated with advanced mathematics those cosine, sine, and matrices, but wad I'm worrying the most is my lab. Though I love to design my house like playing those the Sims games, but I just found out one thing-> I will get dizzy or the feeling to puke when I tried to navigate around the scenes, how can I do my lab in this way?

My Cactus died...

I should have noticed the change in colour from a few wks ago but I still did not take good care of it. I've killed it due to negligence of care for it and when it finally died with a dull yellowish brown colour from the initial healthy green, I feel so sad and blaming myself for not taking good care of it. I really donno how to take care of living things, so I guess I shouldn't have any pets nor plants to take care of, I don want to repeat my mistakes anymore!

Forgive me cactus...

Sch is starting soon again!

The coming Tue will be my new sem starting day. Finally get to meet my uni frenz again! Too bad tht I kinda wasted my holiday away playing games and gaining fat, I'm pretty boring gal. And a regret that I nv make the initiatives to meet up with my secondary sch clique (is this how u spell it?), and looks like we have to wait till my next holiday le, I always scared that they'll be busy that they won't be able to make it for any meetups so I did not ask them out also, guess that's when u realise that frenz will drift apart..

Anyway, I hope my new sem will be exciting and fun and I must be more serious in my studies le, cannot slack so much when I think my elective and my core modules are so chim..

I don want this brother of mine!

To think that I would look up to him as a role model in the past....it makes me feels so idiotic to think of that, and truely very ashamed of myself to have such a thinking...he wasn't a bad person in the past but looked at wad happened to him now->so full of himself and thinking our family sucks that he wanna the whole family to change without thinking that he's the one who should change!

Who's the one that recently been cooping up inside his own room donno doing wad, with his doors closed and locked for the whole day, only came out to find food to eat like a pig or more likely a leecher? Who's the one that often hurts mum's feeling for not eating her cooking cos it's not suiting his those "fantasy king" taste? He's like want to live as a king, wanna eat good food, always wasting money to go down and buy those unnecessary food without thinking his own status now->no income contribution to the family! Though I also no contribution at all but I won't waste money anyhow..and I don think in the future, he's going to treat my parents well, I'm not counting on him to take care of them either, that's why sometimes, whenever I'm very very sad to the state of a cowardly suicide thinking, I would think of my parents and I was thinking that I shall not die, wad will happen to them in the future if my bro continues to be this WAY? Yes, I know I make myself sounds like so noble but in fact I'm not when I'm in this situation where I couldn't even get to talk to my brother with at least 10 words a day!

If my brother has any girlfriend at all, i would feel sorry for the girl unless he changed for the better. Yah, my bro would say that which guy would like a tomboy ugly looking me, who's so lazy to go down and exercise and be a pig and a nerd at home doing nothing at all? But well, I dare to say 100% that my personality currently is much much far off better than him! I said this not because of my 5cm skin, but because it's the truth right now. He even think that helping to do some household chores is not wad a man should do, omg, wad big ego, self centered, 30's thinking! If he thinks that doing household chores are very sissy, well, he can as well better be a eunuch for doing NOTHING! Yes, bro, if u happen to know this blog and happen to see this post, I don care, u can confront me, hit me but don think I'm not gonna retaliate! I don care if u're not gonna talk to me anymore or acknowledge me as ur sis, but well, it's not as if I want u to be my brother that much, watever happens to you, unless you change, I will still dislike you as much as you dislike me, asshole!

My 22nd Bdae celebration (updated with few pics)

Yes, I know it's pretty late to post this but I gotta post it to show my appreciation and much thanks to my lovely frenz who celebrated my bdae.

Firstly, I have to thank my NYP DTs frenz for the "after meal celebration" at Fish & Co at Heeren on 26June, although it was just a coincidence that they celebrated mine and sammie's bdae together cos they have a 10% discount for anyone who's bdae is within 3 days b4 and after the date of meal ;P and Sammie's fren Yvonne, decided to make a small celebration for us both after our very very heavy dinner.

Next was my actual celebration on 28 June, just one day b4 my actual bdae. To say the truth, I really had no intention to make any special celebration for my bdae de, cos to me, bdae is just another day to me, but thanks to my jie meis in NTU who decided to make that day a very memoriable day to me and I'm very touched! A BIG THANK YOU to you all, Alvin for the lion-bear present and all those who wishes me a Happy Birthday. I'll post some of the pics below..
At the Karaoke Lounge:This is the cute big pooh bear that my JM bought for me! At Aijisen for Dinner:
So sweet that they bought me a cake! :D

My wish is.....(wad the miss congenality show all the pageant wished for)


Blows~

A pic of us^^ (Da jie aka Claudia and Da jie fu not joining for dinner..I wish Angie was there with us..but good luck to her too!)

A look at the Sembawang Park

Shall upload some of the pictures I've taken at Sembawang park after jogging there and also the photos of the surronding in the vicinity of. It was during the late afternoon to evening time so I could see the beautiful sunset. *Sorry for the poor quality, I use my HP camera to take these pics.

At Sembawang Park:

The jogging trail at the park
The "sea-coconut look alike"..donno wad it is, may be poisonous, gd for those commiting suicide to tryJust a small...eh..pond? I donno, didn't jog towards it. This is the trademark of Sembawang park...so many dice look alike brick..

The "twin towers"
I find this pic very very "photogenic" or should I say..artistic? Simply Luv it!

The sunset de sunThe happy children in the happy playground..I miss the swings..
a way back trail

Are these coconut trees or not?

This old and famous(cos only one mah...) restaurant..wonder if it earns any revenue during wkdays, but I think it does bah, seems like >10 years standing there le.

Now in sequence pic:

Aren't they beautiful? Well, but if go there everyday will sure "sian" de lah...

On the way back home:

Yes it's getting dark and dangerous cos it's pretty quiet going back home thru these sometimes lonely roads and bangalows..